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Monday, July 26, 2010

Miracle or just plain Lucky??


Just 2 days after I posted 'Hopeless', I received an unbelievable news. An hour ago (as I was writing/typing this) at about 4.30pm (Brunei time), I received a call that I got a Job! That really suprised me since I didn't really think I will ever be hired or work at all. And what is most suprising of all about this is that I applied for it just today too! Woah~ Seriously? Is this truly happening or am I just dreaming?? (O_O)"
Well, let me start from the beginning... I was applying (by recommendation of a friend) to a local private firm today but I only did it out of boredom & not really hoping to ever score a job. Arriving there I was required to answer a 3 pages long Questionaire regarding the postion that I'm applying. And FYI it is seriously hard questions too! Anyway, I tried my best to answer all of them of course, but honestly most of it I only plain 'main antam sja'. Then as soon as I finished and submitted my CV & the Questionaire, I was interviewed. As I was being interviewed, the officer was looking really or rather skeptic & very unsure, and in my head I was like: "Ntah eh..mcm nda harapan ja. Watever le, I tried dah..gonna look for other job tah ku ni.." or translate as "Looks like it is hopeless after all. Whatever, I tired..gonna look for other jobs then..". Then, it was over. She ensures me that she wud call me up by either tomorrow or by this week, so I left with a low spirit & really thinking that I failed yet again.
Anyway, to make a long story short: A mysterious number call me up as I was driving home but I cudn't answer it. Then when I arrived home, I called back that unfamiliar no. and unbelievably, it was that officer! And that's when she told me that I was hired & I was to start on the 2nd of August! Hanging up, I was like.. "Woah~ Biar betul ni??" as still didn't quite believe the news AT ALL! But truly...Syukur Alhamdulillah... ahirnya bekerja jua aku. Even though it was kind of late already but at least I will now be able provide support to my family after this. hehe (^_^)

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Hopeless..


Hello blog.. been neglecting for almost 2 years now.. but no more, as of today, this "place" will be my santuary & theraphy for stress-relief of my lousy and lonely self. Yeah..I know I sound pathetic but whatever.. I don't want to lie to myself anymore.
I have been thinking about alot of things lately. Most of which is my state now.. I'd already graduated from the Uni and now 'makan anggur' for almost 7 months, spending my life just being a lazy-unproductive-bum, a burden to my parents [who are already retired by the way] & been doing the same darn things [sleep, watch TV, play video games & net surfing] over and over again ever since.
Why didn't I find work, you ask? Well, I tried but failed or better yet I'm just HOPELESS & UNfortunate. I know most people my age group are already successful in their lives but, yet here I am, still living with my parents and lazying about. Even though I am the 1st of my siblings to achieve a higher academic ,which most often equals to success in finding GOOD PAID JOB, yet, THEY are the ones that are successful in their lives.
Honestly, I don't understand why my life is like this.. Am I doomed to just become a failure and a burden to my parents for life?? Am I??