Opinion on Work [no.1]

Hello blog..
Hmm... I did said that I wud update sooner. Nway, it's been officially 2 weeks since I've started working but to be honest, it didn't turn out the way I wud like it to be. Why? Well.. for the 2 weeks that I've been going to work, I was never given a decent amount of work...frankly speaking, no genuine work was given to me at all! I'm an STA surely there's some work that are worthy of my expertise right? Heck no... on 2nd day of work, I was to assist an admin girl and help her re-arrange the file cabinets (all 8 of it) and its shelves! That was indeed a different work than I ever hoped for though I don't mind with the halping bit coz I had something to do instead... but dah le paning & sakit kepala kmi mengusai, lain lagi yang kna suruh ubah tmpt (which was already been re-arranged by us) to another cabinet! I never want to do this work ever again! Ugh~! (><)"
But then there was this incident a few days ago (11.08.2010), my 2nd Boss (wife of Boss) saw that I didn't do any work so she got angry with me and said that there ARE jobs! So she went to ask my senior peers about some work for me. As she went and ask everyone about it, lo & behold, NO ONE have anything to give me! Ahahaha in YOUR face madam! So I'm still stuck doing NOTHING everyday! If I'd known this company was like this (sorta unfriendly environment & always lazying about), I wud've join my previous work placement instead! well... like the old saying goes: "Sesal kemudian tak berguna lagi". *sighs*
Well... tomorrow will be the starting of the 3rd week but what will be instore for me? Working or Lazying about yet again?? If yet again I'm doing NOTHING, well, it won't be the first time..

Waiting for tomorrow

Tomorrow my life won't be the same anymore. As tomorrow will be a whole new experience for me.. I will start working and at last, officially, be joining the working community. I don't really know what I'm actually feeling right at this moment but one thing's for sure, I am no longer unemployed! Aha (^_^)
I just hope everything will go smoothly and I will enjoy my new life. Nwy, I won't know what to expect so I will update on my 1st day of working by tomorrow. Wish me luck alright!

Miracle or just plain Lucky??

Just 2 days after I posted 'Hopeless', I received an unbelievable news. An hour ago (as I was writing/typing this) at about 4.30pm (Brunei time), I received a call that I got a Job! That really suprised me since I didn't really think I will ever be hired or work at all. And what is most suprising of all about this is that I applied for it just today too! Woah~ Seriously? Is this truly happening or am I just dreaming?? (O_O)"
Well, let me start from the beginning... I was applying (by recommendation of a friend) to a local private firm today but I only did it out of boredom & not really hoping to ever score a job. Arriving there I was required to answer a 3 pages long Questionaire regarding the postion that I'm applying. And FYI it is seriously hard questions too! Anyway, I tried my best to answer all of them of course, but honestly most of it I only plain 'main antam sja'. Then as soon as I finished and submitted my CV & the Questionaire, I was interviewed. As I was being interviewed, the officer was looking really or rather skeptic & very unsure, and in my head I was like: "Ntah eh..mcm nda harapan ja. Watever le, I tried dah..gonna look for other job tah ku ni.." or translate as "Looks like it is hopeless after all. Whatever, I tired..gonna look for other jobs then..". Then, it was over. She ensures me that she wud call me up by either tomorrow or by this week, so I left with a low spirit & really thinking that I failed yet again.
Anyway, to make a long story short: A mysterious number call me up as I was driving home but I cudn't answer it. Then when I arrived home, I called back that unfamiliar no. and unbelievably, it was that officer! And that's when she told me that I was hired & I was to start on the 2nd of August! Hanging up, I was like.. "Woah~ Biar betul ni??" as still didn't quite believe the news AT ALL! But truly...Syukur Alhamdulillah... ahirnya bekerja jua aku. Even though it was kind of late already but at least I will now be able provide support to my family after this. hehe (^_^)

Hopeless..

Hello blog.. been neglecting for almost 2 years now.. but no more, as of today, this "place" will be my santuary & theraphy for stress-relief of my lousy and lonely self. Yeah..I know I sound pathetic but whatever.. I don't want to lie to myself anymore.
I have been thinking about alot of things lately. Most of which is my state now.. I'd already graduated from the Uni and now 'makan anggur' for almost 7 months, spending my life just being a lazy-unproductive-bum, a burden to my parents [who are already retired by the way] & been doing the same darn things [sleep, watch TV, play video games & net surfing] over and over again ever since.
Why didn't I find work, you ask? Well, I tried but failed or better yet I'm just HOPELESS & UNfortunate. I know most people my age group are already successful in their lives but, yet here I am, still living with my parents and lazying about. Even though I am the 1st of my siblings to achieve a higher academic ,which most often equals to success in finding GOOD PAID JOB, yet, THEY are the ones that are successful in their lives.
Honestly, I don't understand why my life is like this.. Am I doomed to just become a failure and a burden to my parents for life?? Am I??